So I'm going to vent...

So, I was totally going to go off on how I hate women because they are all crazy and what not. I decided against it, it will leave me angry and bitter. I don't like to be angry or bitter. So instead, I'm going to say what I like about women, and what I look for in a girl as well. This will make me be in a good mood and the little obese Asian baby won't come and make fun of me in my sleep.

So lets just get it out there, I love to look at the feminine figure. Both clothed and unclothed. I have to be honest with myself, so if this offends you sorry. There is just something about the fit female body that baffles me. Its like an artist took extra care in sculpting it. I love the way they walk, I love the way they talk. I love it when a woman walks into a room and she has the "I'm here to kick some ass" look. The confidence that is found within just drives me up a wall. I love having a meaningful conversation with a woman, they usually make you see things from a different perspective. I love how they can be mad at you and curse you out while they do something else, it amazes me. It's like you are tearing me to peaces and cleaning the room at the same time, I can't do that shit. I love how I can be vulnerable around you when we are close enough and you won't take it as a sign of weakness and crush me. I love how with one look you can turn me from a hardened ass to a soft caring something or other. Even I feel the need to take off my armor every now and then. I love how you can go from pissed off at me and the world to happy and relaxed by something little like a flower made from construction paper. (It would more than likely just look like a wadded up peace of paper coming from me). I love it when you lay next to me and put your head on my chest and you hand in mine. I love it.

I could make a list on things I look for, but honestly I don't want too. I realize the whole love thing is a two way street, she has to feel the same way as I do. I'm not the typical guy, the life I have lived and have chosen to live isn't normal. I have some very good examples in my life and I want to take the lessons learned from them and put them to use. I have also seen a lot of not so good things come out of me and others which I will fight like hell to keep from doing.

I know it is just a matter of time, she will walk into my life and knock me off my feet. Until then, I will keep being the man I am.