Monday, January 30, 2012

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Oh in case you didn't know this... you haven't seen anything yet.

I've got my superman undies on and I'm feeling lucky...

Saturday, January 28, 2012

Doo bee doobie doo

You gave me personality,
you gave me perseverance.
You gave me the willingness to fight.
You forgive me of my wrongs,
and awards me when I am right.

You give me a path to follow,
take away the things in which I wallow.
I am on a journey in life,
getting past the sadness and strife.

You help me come alive,
into the deep blue ocean,
you encourage me to dive.
To depths, through the thermals,
overcoming life's hurdles.

Right now I'm stuck on Shaw food,
taking on the task of daily school.
Living life of poverty,
not able to own much property.

One day those will come,
some day they will be mine.
He tells me, "Right now this situation; for you, is fine"
Patience, understanding, sympathy, those are the lessons for me.

I may never be money rich,
I will never be character poor.
Those who think different,
you can find the door.

He brought me from the darkness,
pointed me towards the light.
He has given me a reason to fight.
To live a life wild at heart,
that is where I will start.

Unending love...Amazing grace.

Saturday, January 21, 2012

My chains are gone...I've been set free.

He has brought me out of the darkness,
taken away the pain.
The world, the life, love,
is now what I have to gain.

His strength will left me up,
his love will be bring me down.
I fall in front of his throne,
for it is my heart he wants to be grown.

I am following your path,
I'm letting you take the lead.
Because you are what I need.
In my life, in my heart,
before all the changes can start.

I can't take the pain,
I can't tough it out.
All you want me to do is shout,
to mountains so high,
with the eagles I must fly.

Stop hooting with owls,
stop committing those fouls.
Treat everyday right,
learn for what I must fight.

I am tired of being sad,
I know I'm not alone.
The path, the light,
he has shown.

I chose not to follow,
I chose the stray.
Where did it get me?

My story is one that I don't want to share.
I'm not worthy,
I'm not not clean.
My heart is full of mean,
full of hate and anger.
I feel like a stranger.

Around my family,
the ones that I love.
It is them that I shove,
I put them away,
tell them to stay.

Out of my business,
out of my strife.
What a boring life!
They love on me,
they want the best for me.

So I decided to give it away,
give it to him.
Stop the fight,
surrender my sword.

That all now belongs to the lord,
he takes it and silences it.
I can sleep now,
I can smile now.
The feeling of love is back in my heart.

The journey into life can now begin to start.
I can do everything,
I can be anything.
I choose to serve,
I choose to love.

He brings me patience,
he brings me joy.
I can now be a man and not a scared little boy.

For thats what I was.
Drowning the my pain by closing everyone out.
I wouldn't let myself shout.

I've never felt this good,
I am doing what I should.
He leads me through a path of good,
he helps me fight the bad.

No judgement, no putting me in a box,
its better than a new pair of sox!
He will bring me good people,
he will help me find one to love.

He will give me someone to share this adventure with,
to grow with, to serve with, to take on the world and be victorious!
He has shown me how to be,
he has set me free.

The weight isn't on my back,
he helped me put it on the rack.
To carry it right,
throw it to a new height!

I am so excited!
I can't wait to see where he is taking me!
He has given me purpose,
he has given the warrior a worthy fight!
One of honor, one of cleanliness.

Thank you!

My chains are gone, I've been set free.
My God my Savior has ransomed me.
And like a flood, his mercy reigns.
Unending love...Amazing grace.

Friday, January 6, 2012

Getting to know me...

I am getting really serious about this whole "getting to know me" thing. I have taken some steps in order to do this. I have also decided to stop dating. It just doesn't seem to be in the cards for me right now. I mean I'm not in a position financially or emotionally to really be able to give someone the piece of my heart they deserve. This has nothing to do with a bad experience (I know I've had my fair share) but it truly doesn't.

Going to Colorado really opened my eyes to a few things. One thing is that I am truly being called to the mountains. I need to get myself in better shape both physically and mentally in order to take on the fight that I have been longing to take on for quite some time. I know that I have the tools to be successful and I will come out on top. I have a few months of freedom until I get to put the armor back on and be the leader that I know I am capable of being. This time I will not let my integrity be tested, this time I will do things right the first time and not have to re-live the mistakes of the past.

I am going to be spending more time in the gym. I will be spending more time being an intellectual as well. A warrior is nothing more than a constant student. The warrior/student always sharpens his mind and his weapons, for his mind is his weapon...

I have my goals set.

I have my indomitable spirit.

I have my heart.

Monday, January 2, 2012

Rocky Mountains and the iPod on shuffle...

This place is awesome. I am looking forward to making my life and seeing where my life goes!